Ah its good to be back at school after being home for 3 weeks. As I have been at home I have thought about how this semester is going to be different then last semester. My brother is no longer here to keep an eye on me… IM FREE!!!! j/k I loved having him here. Helpful beyond belief.
And since I have gotten back I have started talking to different people one in particular. They are all different and its good for me to get other opinions and thoughts on things that not many people know about. As Im getting to know one esp. its different cause they are actually interested with how I feel and is willing to listen. I have met people where they will listen but they dont show any interest. This is the fastest in my life that I have gotten a little trust of that person. Since my past I have always taken months upon months to actually let my walls down. I believe whole heartedly that the people I have talked to this year have been brought into my life to get me past my storms in my life. I cant express how its been and I try to shrug off all of the feelings but it doesnt work… I try to ignore them but its easier said then done. But thank you to all of you cause you know who Im talking about.
